About Me
- Jesnu
- I'm a college graduate waiting to see what the next chapter in my life will bring. I love baby hippos, cooking, and my boyfriend Kevin.
2.20.2009
When I feel like an oar in a sunken canoe. All I've got to do is climb the ladder to you
Posted by Jesnu at 11:54:00 PMSo I was reading my old journal entries today from when Kevin and I first started dating and they made me smile. Its funny how incredibly head over heels I was/am for him. I like looking back and seeing that everything I feel about him now is the same I felt about him then. I can honestly say that I know what love feels like. Its pretty much amazing. He's amazing and I am truly fortunate. I can't wait until after graduation when we can truly start a life together. :-)
When I'm caught in a net and I haven't a clue
All I've got to do is climb the ladder to you
Climb the Ladder
When there are ghosts in my coat
and everything is askew
All I've got to do is climb the ladder to you
Climb the ladder to you
All of these faces are crowding around me
with mouths open wide to devour
But they have no impact no I do not cower
knowing I'm safe in your tower
When my pencil tips broken and my brain is too
All I've got to do is climb the ladder to you
Climb the ladder
When I feel like an oar in a sunken canoe
All I've got to do is climb the ladder to you
Climb the ladder to you
All of these faces are crowding around me
like grey paint caked on a flower
But they have no impact no value no power
knowing I'm safe in your tower
*I'm letting it all go. I don't care anymore. It doesn't matter, all that matters is in the present and not the past. I'm going to stop making myself sick and depressed about it because its just not worth it. If they don't want to be in my life then fine. I know who my real friends are. I'm moving on.*
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